As for now after the big event which was a great success due to many efforts from a team of incredible talent i sit here rethinking of it all.....
I still cant understand how tiny little men running around killing each other on a screen can be so thrilling....all the blood that's spilled on screen does not make anything better...yet how people are enchanted and only thing in mind is winning....yet i was curious enough to try it out myself...to tell the truth i enjoyed it more than i wanted to....and had to admit to a certain arrogant person that he was right....arghh....now we humans do not like to admit we were ever wrong now, do we?
The next frustration i came across is not new to me....i again entered the cycle of wondering "why is he here?? is he with friends??? why did he bother to turn up anyway??? he's not even great friends with the team....cyber games is not his thing anyway....etc etc..." endless questions and arriving at absurd conclusions and tiring myself for no reason.... but the new me knows better... the new me does not give a damn anymore.......
The obsession of starry eyes...yes that's a bit more frustrating than i expected...is it just an obsession??? still cant find an answer...
yet the world spins around me....but me??? am i stuck in one place??? if anyone can find an answer ill be forever grateful... yet im smiling the secret smile for i have hope....surely oneday we'll all be ok???
fingers crossed....
starry eyes
over and out...
4 comments:
i think i am that living example of your last few lines.
see it.
believe it ;)
wish it was that simple....:P but in a way i do believe it...;)
i know, forgetting things aren't that easy, if you are still holding on to them.... so my friend it's high time to move up.
:) i like gaming you know... and yes, you are better than that.
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